❤ 6.5.09
I am really sad today. I so wish things would stay the same. I feel really stupid and used. It's like I've fallen and I cannot get up anymore. You know what the worse thing is ? I don't have anyone left. My best friend, the one who I can talk to, is gone. My sister and parents are just fucken evil. My other best friends, I just dont want to talk to them because they have problems of their own. I mean, things are changing and I know I just have to accept the way things are. Getting betrayed, let down and losing friends. I've been through that a million times in my life. But, I am so exhausted and sick of that. I know my best friends change, but they have changed, so what ? That doesnt mean that you ditch your friends and forget about them. I can't believe you would actually do this. Well, hmm.. No use talking about it because I can never change things. If I could, I would. But, you obviously dont care anymore and that you are very happy with the way things are now. Just remember that, I hate you and I don't give a rats ass about you anymore and I hate you so much that I dont want to look at you, see you or hear you. I cannot find the right words to say how I feel right now because I am really disappointed and sad beyond words that our friendship and everything ended up like this.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
❤ 29.4.09
Hello people.Today was friggen hilarious in business. Me and Angel were bored because we had a relief teacher and he printed out signs and one of them said " KISS MY ASS" with a picture of someone's bare ass on it and like we printed out another sign and it said " LUCAS LOVES" and a picture of Susan Boyle under that. :L ROFL Susan Boyle is really talented but she's fat and ugly. But she's cool. Then me and Angel started taking photos and posing as ninjas. After that the bell rang. Then the art class was in detention and we had friends in that class. Then we flashed the signs on the window when the teacher in the art class wasnt looking. It was friggen hilarious! ROFL :L ! effing hilarious.
Then, in multimedia I sat by myself and did everything by myself with a little bit of help from Mr. Banham. :L LOL I am not pro with Microsoft Fireworks. It was pretty fun. 4 activities done in 1 lesson and I got another 1 activity and I'm done. ROFL Business was the best session of all today. It was effing hilarious and then I just found out you could send your blog to your blogger email adress. -.- I have been using blogger for heaps of months and Angel has just created it yesterday and she told me there was such a thing. LOL how shameful.
Oh my gosh people. I am sick. I have a runny nose, sore throat, aching back, ached muscles, head ache.. etc etc.. I feel like crap man. I am scared I got the Swine Flu.. Probs not, I reckon it's the weather because it's been cold lately. It's winter next term! It's autumn at the moment. LOL I just finished doing my English. It's pretty easy. OMGOSH ! I really hate the English Oral assignment ! I hate it so much ! It's kinda easy but its so gay ! What the hell. I wish they could change it man. We have to do a play based on a huge even that happened in the novel, A Cage of Butterlies, but change the perspective. I am in Bekki's group. LOL
Anyway, my sister is getting married in 1 1/2 months ! :D Congrats da jie ! I am happy for her.
Anyway, that is all I am writing today. :D bye !
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
❤ 28.4.09
Hello people. Just finished watching 'How to lose friends & Alienate people," it is friggin hilarious. I am going to watch My Best Friend's Girl later on. Today was alright at school. Maths was the best session man. Actually that was the best maths lesson ever ! Ohk Ohk, this was what happened, I started writing big letter words on a piece of paper and flashing it to Angel, because she sits at the other side of the room. Stuffs like " Suck my balls bitch!" and " Teabag" etc etc.. It was fucken hilarious she cracked out laughing. Then, me and Bekki wrote " RAWR!" and she didnt get it and I did that paw hand action. :L ROFL it was fucken hilarious. Then I borrowed Angel's camera and video taped my hand action and with Bekki holding up the "RAWR!" sign as well and Aiden helped us video taped it. :L ROFL we were bored because Miss Fatialofa wasnt in school today and we had this Indian relief teaceher. Then, when she was marking the roll I was Bekki and Bekki was me :L ROFL it was hilarious. We showed Sarah and Bridgette the video and they cracked out laughing. It was fucken hilarious. Anyway, we have to do this play presentation skit thing for our English Oral assignment. I kinda get it.. I get it.. Just abit confused.. LOL. Today was good. Except for 1st break. Nevermind. Shall not talk about it. Anyway, I am currently talking to Angel and listening to Try by Nelly Furtado.
Anyway, :o ! It's 8:10 pm ! shizz. I didn't know it was 8:10 pm ! crap ! Time flys really fast. Anyway, that is all I am writing for today. :D
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
❤ 27.4.09
Hello there people.Today was alright. School was okay.. Today, I had English first up, it was pretty boring because Mrs Fechner wasn't there and we had this relief teacher so that's why it was boring.. I wanted to go to sleep man.. Anyway, I had lunch after that.. It was pretty damn boring.. We just sat there but we just laughed at things.. It was awesome in a way.. :L ROFL and then we had SOSE after lunch.. and Mr ***** was being a bitch. He kept us in at second lunch because we were being noisy.. What the hell man. He isn't usually like that.. He was being annoying today. After that, we had maths. Maths was pretty damn easy.. Ratios and stuffs like that.. It was pretty boring and what the hell man Ms Fatialofa gave us friggin homework and its like just 4 questions might as well don't give us any. ROFL Angel gave me a nickname and my nickname is Vanilla Late. She called me that because I am not WHITE. :L ROFL and Jamie's nick name is Coco La Sean. :L:L Its friggin hilarious and me and Angel kept saying it on the way home in different tones ROFL :L. It was friggin hilarious. Anyway, last session we had business and I went away from my computer and Angel typed on my microsoft word " Why is NUDE ERRECTION important ?" and I came back I was like "What the hell man ? :L" and I just cracked out laughing. It was pretty funny.. I am redoing my business poster because I dont like my other one it is so messy.. LOL
I went to Coles again after school with Angel and we got Burger Rings and then I got Rockstar. Eww man Rockstar taste like shizz and it tastes like medicine. It is so gross. I dont drink energy drinks its so disgusting.
Anyway, now I am adding contacts to my new msn/hotmail. :D Btw, my new msn/hotmail is- my.buttcrack@hotmail.com its cool ay.. :L my old one is getting old.. lol. I am adding everyone again.. ROFL haha. I have friggin maths homework today due tomorrow. How GAY. ROFL. I am off now I am busy. :D bye.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
❤ 26.4.09
Hey people ! Today I went to Vin's house to help him clear up stuffs with my sister. I met people. LOL I met his friends/ my sister's friends. LOL Davor, Andrea, Buff and some dude. Then at like 2 pm I met Dimmie. It was fun but kinda tiring/boring. LOL I helped them clean downstairs for a bit and then I helped them bring some rubbish from Vin's room down to the backyard. I was like" D: oh my gosh! you have heaps of craps in your house!" Anyway, yeah.. Today I was meant to go to church at 8:30am and I was meant to get up at 7 am but I was too tired/sleepy because I went to bed at like 2am last night. ROFL ! Hahaha. Ended up getting up at 10 am and then mum, dad and sis were back from church and then they saw the front door open. I was like " D: " and they asked me if anyone came in the house. I was like " no. D: I dont think." That was scary. Some random enetering the house when I was sleeping ! D: Seriously what the hell ?
OH MY GOSH PEOPLE!! I got hacked yesterday night ! BIG TIME ! some random hacked into my account and sent random shizz to my contacts and deleted half of my contacts ! I was like " D: what the fuck ?" Yeah.. So I changed my password. I told Sarah and she got scared. She got really freaked out because Lucas got hacked first and then I got hacked. ROFL when Lucas got hacked the hacker sent porn pictures to his contacts. I cracked out laughing. I guess now I got hacked is payback. ><>
ROFL. Today was pretty busy. Later on tonight Vin's parent + Dimmie are coming over to discuss wedding stuffs. LOL I'll be like pretending I am listening when I wont. :L ROFL. Shizz man I got school tomorrow I forgot. LOL its Monday ! How gay. I hate Mondays. Anyway , I am off now . :)
❤ 25.4.09(2)
SALLIE / ME :)
Sallie/ Jacki/ Me
Angel ( on ground) and me (on swing)
Hey people. I just found photos just thought of posting it up. :) will upload more sometime tomorrow ! :D
Saturday, April 25, 2009
❤ 25.4.09
Hey people currently listening to love games by Lady Gaga and chatting with huimin. Long time since we chatted. miss her and a lot of people heaps. lol. Anyway people, I wrote a poem it is about isolation.Here it is:
Looking around, I finally see who I have to support me.
Never has it been so empty.
So still and silent.
Best friends we were a few years ago, helping each other out.
Just a few years later, you walked out on me and passed out.
Looking around I have no one to blame, but my self and my shame.
Worse still, the final words I ever said to you made tears trickle down your face and the last images of your face looking sour, etched in my memory forever.
Nothing has been this way ever.
Knowing that you are not coming back is the saddest thing ever.
We promised best friends for life but now that promise is hollow.
Inside I feel so shallow.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I finally see what I am and will be.
Now, I close my eyes memories play.
In my heart is where they will always stay.
by Marie K. Canaria
I don't know if that is any good. But oh well, it means something to me and don't you people dare copy and paste it without my permission! You have to ask first.
Anyway, today I did my business poster ! :o oh my gosh! I actually did it. I did it because I was bored. LOL tomorrow Vin's parents are coming over to discuss wedding stuffs with my parents. Yes, my sister is getting married fyi. lol. I can't believe it. She's finally getting married. Hahaha get over it marie. :L This is really boring. Tonight is really boring. Sis is coming back with Vin and we are going to eat KFC. wth. I hate KFC its so disgusting. Haven't eaten it in like a year. I know. So unbelieveble. LOL. I havent ate fast food for like 1 year straight! Currently I weigh 46kg and my height is like 160cm. LOL. I know so fucken fat. FAT PIG. I am so fat.
Meh! Whatever. Going to exercise the whole day tomorrow. LOL I use to be really fat in primary school. It was retarded. Actually, now I look back at the photos I cannot believe that was me. Like , wtf .. and like idk, people tell me I have changed and I am more daring now. That's just me I guess... Everyone changes no one stays the same forever. I guess that's just life. LOL whattever.
Anyway, Miss Fatialofa gave us maths hmw and I didn't even bring my maths textbook home. LOL. wtf . hahahaha. LOL. whattever. I'll just do it on Monday its due on Tuesday anyway. So yeah..
UGH !!! Lucas is really pissing me the hell off ! Like what the hell ? You don't really give a shit so stop saying you do ! You don't really giv a craps about your friends. You bloody arse. You are so bullshitting with people. You are suucchhh a priickkk tarrdd !! I hate you !
going wedding dress shopping with sis soon ! :D yay . I can help her pick out a dress, except I wouldnt know what to wear to her wedding D: ! LOL wth. I'll let her choose, and as long as she and I like it.
:o its 7:26 PM ! The day has been really fast ! oh my :o
that is all I am writing today people! :) bye